Reflection of one soul

** There will be a particular song for each and every Thread. Please select the songs in sequence accordingly **
(Music Box Song: Christina Aguilera - Reflection)

What captures you most from this Picture?
The Beautiful sunset or its dreamy reflection?
(Picture taken by sunshine at Pulau Ubin, Chek Java)

Looking at the mirror is a common habit in our daily lives as we prepared ourselves to show the very best to the world.

When you look into the mirror, what do you see? Do you see a happy and contented person or a worried person who is concealing one's own feelings? A mirror will always reveal the truth.

Honesty and innocence is something that usually exude in the heart of a young child, whereby every single smiles and laughter come out truly from within. Suffice to say, when children matures into adulthood, their mentality towards life changes as well. Many has chosen to hide their true personalities to survive this idealistic society, with fear that their true identities will not be accepted by general public. Moreover, how long can one's deny their own self? What happened to their childhood qualities? To me, these has been the unsettling questions in my heart.

Lets take a moment to contemplate on the meaningful song lyrics from the Movie - Mulan.

Song lyrics - Mulan
(Picture taken by sunshine at Pulau Ubin, Chek Java)

Lets picture this: You are someone who has dreams and goals to motivate yourself in life. Upon every chance given, you will seize the opportunity to move a step further in achieving your dreams. Unexpectedly, your fate has been turned around due to an unforeseen incident, that came along with a sudden fame, in all the wrong reasons. All the dreams and goals you once had, has been crushed and being swept away completely. Due to this incident, your reputation have been destroyed, whereby your intention has been wrongly judged by the public. Now, you've been isolated, stigmatized and you are forced to put aside your dreams and hopes...

I'm Sunshine, leading you back to my story...

I once had a joyful and cheerful personality, and with that, I was able to bring smile and happiness to everyone around me.

Inside my heart, I always believed each and every of us have the right to live and be happy in life, though we may be born differently in races or nationalities. Each of us is born in this world for a particular reason. I always believe a second chance should be given, if we ever commit a folly.

In my own mindset, I tend to have an overly trusting perception towards everyone. For this, at times, I have unknowingly made my family and friends worried about me. However, I was just being myself, a lady who strongly believes in sincerity.

An incident happened to me on Year 2009, has dramatically changed my mindset towards the society. I would never have imagined that the mistake I have made, would cause such a huge impact towards the society. Thus the pressure expressed by all over has changed my personality from a cheerful character, into someone who is depressive, without any direction in life, with sadness and tears being my only companion.

Sunshine - the Transition of her life..

As the New Year begin, I have determine to start my life anew. But for that, I have to fool the world by hiding my true identity, by putting on a mask in order to blend myself into the workforce. Now, with every single step taken, I will have to plan discreetly, and to regain my confidence in life again. However, with my dreams and goals being set aside, will I ever find my true self again? Only time will tell...

Sunshine staring sadly at the her reflection.. Will I ever see my true self again...?

My story shall only be expressed through photos and words. Beside featuring my own story, I will touch on to other stories as well.

Why deciding to share my story yet hiding my true identity? One might ask...

I shall relate this incident as my story goes by...

Special Dedication to all... Michael Jackson's Song: Man in the Mirror
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